For my case is my ex bf whom initiate to break up with me cos h
noe his temper no gd and he is afraid to meet up to his expectation
and he say i am too gd for him, i shld fina much better guy
loh.............is wat guys always say such sentence when breaking
up?????? bt i do noe myself tat his heart gt 2 gals loh and i
confront him bt he say is nt cos of her, bt watever we already
break up for abt 1 yr and 3 mths le bt yet i still cannot really
let go bt yet for him after he break up with me he still keep
calling and contact me some more.............bt i never once call
him and he so realize tat...........normally he will call me one bt
already 4 wks liao never hear anything frm him and he never call me
aso...........actually few times i wan to call and ask him hw is he
getting on bt then thinking back i tried so hard to let go of the
past relationship i do nt wan to fall back again so i told myself
tat i shld nt call him since i cannot really totally let go nw
aso..........me juz thinking if we are really meant to b together
we will still b together again loh..........during his contact with
me he aso reveal tat i mean something to him bt yet when i ask him
hw abt tat gal then he reply saying tat he gt love and hatred for
her loh, he say he hate her for nt loving him back bt for me is
different case i am something to him............tat means he wan 2
best world rite? haiz............i find tat my ex deal with
relationship is so draggy.........he noe tat i still pin some hope
bt after i hear tat he tell me honestly tat he gt love and hatred
for tat gal i told him tat i will treat him as hi and bye friend
then he ask whether i can make it ant then i say of course then he
say he will b selfish and continue to treat me someone
special.............haiz..................
Bt nw he never call me for 4 wks liao........anyway i am moving on
aso bt maybe he is my first love so hard to forget bah...........so
when i c this topic i am reminded of him again bt neverthless i
will keep encouraging myself one tat i can find a much better guy
than him loh............or maybe we are juz nt meant to b
together.............
