*hugs Smudge*
There's 1 thing that I've learnt: Love, No matter how it hurts
sometimes, makes you happy.
If you're upset all the time, you may hafta ask yourself, is it
worth it? Is it worth all your tears, & your fears, worries,
sleepless nights, etc? If holding on is so painful, wouldn't it be
better to hurt less?
That was what I thought when I broke up with my ex. And then I fell
in love with Hamster after being a swinging single for awhile. I
haven't been happier.
It's your decision, exercise it well, Smudge *hugs*
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