Pup,
FeowFeow will share with you something that's very close to my
heart. My grandfather, with whom I stayed from baby till I was 8,
was my whole world. He took care of me, played with me, & made
sure I lacked Nothing. He died just 2 months before my prelims,
& later, my O's.
I lost my motivation to study, & ultimately, I dropped out of
JC. It was the biggest loss of my life, I've never gotten over it.
Even now, sometimes when thinking of him, I'll start getting teary.
They say time heals all wounds, but even now, as I type, my eyes
are getting teary again. I don't think this empty space in my heart
will ever be filled.
But you hafta move on with life, & still do your grandmother
proud. That's what I've been trying to do, even up till now. Life
doesn't end when a beloved person dies. You just grieve for the
rest of your life, & keep that person in that space in your
heart.
FeowFeow
