Hello Starblue
Long time since I last reply in your message. 
So here is my suggestion. Let say starblue if you see something you
really really want, what will you do? Will you just give up or will
you try to find some ways to get it? If you are the person who
choose the latter then why cant you do it for someone you
like?
A little personal experience. I used to like this girl in my tution
class many many years ago. But I was like you shy (so I understand
what you going through). After the class over I cant get her out of
my mind even til now many years later. But I had already lost my
chances cos I dunno where to find her again and her look is slowly
fading from my mind. But the feeling is still there.
If you have read through you shall know that I am asking you to go
for it. We are in a modern social and there is nothing wrong for
you to know him and make more friends. Is there anything futher let
nature take it own course.
We like to say that fate is in your own hand. what it mean is that
fate will only bring two people together. But will they be friend,
lover or still a stranger, it all depend on the two people.
Regards
