She comes from a well to do family, pretty girl, a part time
model and a lovely character. While I come from an average family,
live in a HDB, average looking, an average person...
We met few years back in Uni, she was in year 2 while i was in year
1. We are both the same age. Started to know her, talked to her...
and we became good frens. Whenever she misses her lecture, I will
take notes for her.. Sometimes we met for dinner, went supper, and
movies...
Soon, I knew I have fallen for her. But, I know she has a bf for
almost 10 years since sec school days. I talked to her abt her bf,
and she mentioned that her feelings for him after so many years
have dried. It is just more of a habit than really love. Anyway,
her bf work require him to travel a lot. Sometimes, her bf can be
away for like 1-2 years for his work. So most of the time, she is
just alone..
Then i started to buy her flowers for valentine, buy her teddy
bear. She also buy me presents sometimes...And, i started to msg
calling her "dear dear". She also replied me... she also in her sms
started to call me "dear, sweetie etc"
One day, over the phone, i confessed my feelings for her. I asked
her if she knows my feelings for her. She said obviously yes lah,
by the things that i am doing to her.. she said she knew. And, i
asked her if i stand any chance? She said she dunno, but she said
she haven settle her things with her bf also..
She said she is confused..
Soon, she graduated and started to work. She became busy with her
work and we slowly met lesser and tok lesser on the phone
also..
But, my feelings for her, is still there...
Again, i met her for supper. And she sent me back.. In her car,
before i left. I told her again. My feelings for her is still
there.. Do i stand any chance?
She said she dun think so.. she is too busy to think about
relationship..
That was like 1 year ago...
Now, I still love her... We still tok, we still go out
sometimes..
My feelings for her still there..
Should I ask her again? i really dunno...
Thanks for reading my story.. can give any good advice?
