HI all,I wanna tell my story and will try to make it short an
clear...pardon my bad ang moh.
I had a gf from Ipoh,Malaysia from Nov 2001 - Feb 2003,lets call
her "FF". I was not attached for a couple of mths before I knew
FF.During those unattached times life was dull so sometimes I would
pray to goddess asking for a gf,hopefully a potential wife!!(sounds
funny huh but no other options)( *I am NOT superstitious nor those
very devoted type).. Soon I was intro to FF by a friend and we
became an item after abt 2 mths.
(of course I dunno if goddess was really helping me but it just
happened)
We broke off after after 14mths.(shall not elaborate here on Why
broke off..)
I was the one who initiated the breaking,FF was very very sad,and
cried bitterly many times.I remember saying this to her..."after we
break off,I MIGHT NOT be able to get gf anymore,maybe as a
punishment from so and so"
Has been 20mths and I am still unattached today,in the last 20mths
i had dated 5 girls,(waitress & beautician from Malaysia,health
care asst from Indon,teacher and sales rep from SG) went out many
times,had decent fun,some had spent a night at my place and so
on...BUT none of them became my gf.We slowly reduced the number of
times contacting each other and finally came to a point that we dun
contact at all.No quarrels ,no arguements no reason
watsoever.
I tell myself, it is Ok if thats only 1 or 2 or 3 cases but
naturally find it weird that the same thing happened every
time....seems like a "curse" or something is blocking me into
relationship....haizz bo bian.......sianzzz 4/4.
Maybe I think too much......lets hear what you guys think?
**to the bro who reply my post below.....me not suffering from
erectile dysfunction or any other related disorder** hahaha,thks
anyway.
