Since you realise that your true friends have stood by you
whilst you weathered the storm, you can be extra nice to them too
in little ways 
Most people would want to feel loved, it's the best feeling in the
world, I'm sure most of us would understand this sentiment of
yours.
As for you whining/crying, there's a valid reason for your tears,
it's Not as if you can help it. The person you love most, ends up
hurting you the most......
FeowFeow
