It's all fated .
I might not agree with some guy's view point here though ,all my
posts has been reveal and she knows everything about what i have
posted. Ironically from my first posts till now, I somehow,
instinctively earlier or later she will be aware of the posts
.
It takes time, care and some thinking to maintain and cultivate
love, it might as simple as you think but not yet so simple for
some. Drastically, using words to describe my situation is
difficult . I am sure of myself, my own thinking, my own feeling,
but i am certainly uncertain of her , of her thinking , of her
emotion.
You never try , you never know what's the outcome . I am trying ,
trying hard , but i knew being forceful bring no happiness . Love
is not about being single directional , but mutually to have a
fulfilling and lasting relationship.
I love her much more everyday, crazy as many of you will describe ,
giving up as the rest of you might suguest. One even recommend
persistence. I will augment all paths and choose the best for me
.
To my gal: I love you much more than you love me , I knew , saying
i love you forever is unrealistic, childish and foolish. To count
the days we had , the laughter you bring into my life during this
period, the happiness that you inject into this period is wonderful
. I sincerely hope there will no end to your sunlight which will
clear the cloudy skys , paving a clear blue sky . I love you
.
