You all know something?
Yes, I am bitter, I am miserable, I am a coward, I fear of NS BUT I
AM NOT JEALOUS OF THE ACHIEVEMENT PEOPLE WHO HAVE SERVED
MADE.
NS, why should we do something, we are not supposed to do? Why
should we serve it just because we are borned here? What if we
don't like the country? Why should we protect something we don't
like?
Simple, I don't like to be a man. I like to kiddish. Yes, I am
stubborn.
And no, you have not understood me. No one will and neither will I
change for anyone.
What do humans know anyway? Humans are only products of lust,
playthings for their parents. Why do people give birth? To increase
the population, by accident or just because they wanted to care for
something more. Isn't all this selfishness?
You don't even have to look that far, because everyone is blinded
by the believes of today.
If you teach a kid the moral that killing is the right thing to do,
he will definately grow up thinking he is right. But to people like
you guys, its wrong people you all were taught that way.
In this world, there shouldn't be right or wrong? Why define
it?
Yaya, I know... I am just a spoiled brat, I get everything money
can buy... but do I care? NO, and I know neither to you
all...
Love? I don't lack love, but maybe I do lack close friends... but I
don't want them, I dislike interacting with people, they're
scheming, always only making use of each other. I know you all of
probably going to say that I am sad case that is not even worth
feeling sad for... But I don't sad, I only vengence to the things I
can't obtain.