okay, how do i start, let me do it, anyway, i created this
account in order to protect my own identity, yes, i have another
account in sgforums, okay, here goes....
i'm in my early 30s and i've been married for about 3 years now, my
marriage life is unstable at first but it's pretty ok now
life is pretty normal until i get to know that she (my
sister-in-law) is getting married next month, you see, i've known
her (let's call her J) for many years now, she has a boyfriend
then, they fought oh so often and there was once i was involved, i
mean, i stopped them from fighting each other, they were pushing,
pulling and scratching each other, being there at that time, i have
to stop them, and so i did...
J is in her late 20s, you see, we always get to see each other
quite often since i always visit my in-laws and J stays with her
mum but she has moved since J is getting married soon and J and her
husband to be has got themselves a HDB flat, but i still find
excuses to get J to tag along whenever my wife and i go out
shopping or visit other relatives, sometimes i would even offer to
give her a lift to places,
i have to admit that i like J and i have a feeling that she likes
me too, the way J look at me into my eyes sometimes tells me
there's something she want from me, i don't know, maybe i am wrong,
i'm confused,
she's getting married soon, and i am happy for her, but no one can
guarantee anything, rite? you know? i have never talked to J about
my feeling towards her, i still love my wife but just that,
everytime when i meet J, she gives me something kind of a feeling,
it's hard to describe, most of the time, it's hard to resist, is it
the devil in me? yes, she dresses well and sexily most of the time,
there was once she bends over while offering me a cup of coffee as
i was stting, she has her top all exposed, in front of me, as she
was wearing a rather loose top, deliberate?
i was wondering if anyone here share the same experience? it would
be very much appreciated if you could advise me or share your
thoughts
