hi guys. sry if the title may sound wierd, but i do feel as if
i'm stuck in another world. okie, this may sound minor but it's
really affecting me.
after watching "Sekai no chuushin de, ai wo sakebu " a japanese
drama, which is a real tearjacker and a sad story. im really really
feeling depressed. every single episodes make you wanna cry real
badly. and now my problem is, whenever they show a scene that is
supposingly touching or will make one cry, i won't be able to cry.
instead this feeling transform into something "passive" and
lingering sadness inside me....., i can almost feel the depression
the characters inside the story feel..
after each episode i wud somehow fall into my bed and cuddle myself
with pillows etc and cover my face. somehow i only do this when i'm
feeling depressed or sad. and i find myself doin this after every
single episode.., i feel like i'm somehow attachted to the story.
sry if it's weirdness on my part..
and i'm currently only on episode 3. if i watched on, i would
probably die of sadness. i mean, seriously, people on jdrama forums
said that it gets more depressing after each episode. but if i dun
continue the series, i wud be killing myself without knowing what
happens next....i feel so lost and its affecting me badly...
this series involves many deaths about main characters...., and
seeing how each character struggles with deaths that occur around
them, i realli feel v v v depressed because of this world. i'm
starting to hate the world, the cruel fact that it takes away
people from us.....i'm getting worried one day if i lose someone i
love dearly to death....
