yesterday actually meet her to tell her that i want to leave her
all these by saying i am gay but good friend of mine last min play
aeroplane say he got something on with gf. CB so i go meet her
alone lor and intend to tell her i want to break up. we went
dinner, movies and all the while i was waiting for a chance to tell
her but just couldn’t find a chance. seeing her so happy if i
suddenly tell her, she will cry in the public again and it’s not
the first time she makes me embarrassed. We went to bedok reservoir
park and i intend to sound her there but when we sit down a while
she starts to touch here and there and unbotton her shirt and hug
me. I didn’t push her away because she hug me very tight. Today I
am playing disappear again. I am not going to answer any of her
calls, her sms or whatever. I made up my mind that’s the last time
with her. I disappear until she give up on me. I can’t use the
trick which i intend to use; tell her i want to eat soft rice. stay
at home and she support me..she says even if i don’t work, she will
still earn money to support me. Btw, i don’t eat soft rice. i want
to move on and find a girl who is better maybe one that don’t love
me so much. she is like “ai ni ai tao sha shi ni” that kinda women.
creepy
