To make a long story short about my current situation....
Broke with girlfriend more than 2 months ago. First few weeks after
breakup felt great because I had my good pals to fall back on but
after a while but lately this feeling of wanting her back has
resurfaced again and this time it's even worst than before. I've
tried so many methods to distract myself from her. Composing piano
solos , jamming with my friends , having a jolly good time with my
friends , doing community work , school projects etc and although
these may work initially , but this feeling of wanting her back
always comes back to me when I fall into an "idle state of
mind".
I get irritated when friends tell me to forget her because it is
always easier said than done. I feel damn crappy when I see couples
smooching around in public , seeing couples holding hands is of
like something obscene for me. The saying goes , "First cut is
always the deepest" and I truely agree with it.
Well basically she still treats me as her enemy just because I
paranoia took over my usual self when suddenly she stopped
contacting me for 2 weeks before I finally managed to contact her
and find out why. I feel that I'm not as "romantic" as compared to
other couples around. Yes , you can say I get very shy when it
comes to being in a relationship and I guess these might be one of
the reasons why she stopped taking an interest in me. Well
basically she kisses me all the time but I don't kiss back and she
gets frustrated over it because in my point of view "one thing
might lead to another". You 2 can be kissing , the next day
frenching , the next next day petting and finally the next next
next day engaging in full blown sex and what we get at the end of
the day is a platonic relationship in action.
If you're thinking that only secondary school students encounter
this kind of situation before , then you're thinking
otherwise...
So , what has Aunt Agony have to say?
