don worry, mei mei, you still young...
wait for your better half to appear, things will definitely be
different.
As for your question,"i'm just kinda wondering if that is it to
life. this routine, plateu thing". I find it hard to answer this
question. some ppl choose the way they live, while others let
nature decide,i cant say either is wrong, ppl choose the way they
live,(has its pros and cons) if you belong to the category of the
comfort zone, yes, life will be like you say.
"boring,get married, have kids, grow old, sick and die."
up to now, the most meaningful thing that i feell that one can do
in life, is to make a difference in others' life.
As you are burning out your wax, be sure to lite up other candles
as well. I see that you teach too, I am sure you had alreadly share
with your students what you have experience. well, keep it up, but
please tell them the correct things.
My teacher once told me that," as long as her students dont become
a scum in the society, she have succeed."that is what i told my
students now.
