Please don't feel guilty at all.
Come on. Unless u r 30 yrs old, still unemployed, and always buy
expensive stuff using ur parents money? You're not, right?
U r a member of the family. U r their son. U r studying and not
working, of course u r not financially independent. They r ur
parents, of course they should, and must, support u financially.
Not only 'should and must' , they should be 'willing and wanting'
too, if they are good parents????
What makes u to be so sensitive and feel guilty about this
perfectly normal situation?
Is it ur older sis? Siblings get jealous all the time.
U have to think what caused her jealousy. Is it simply about family
money? U said u r the only male. Think whether ur parents have
shown more attention to u. This might be the root cause of her
jealousy. Or some other reasons?
Y am I saying this? Coz if ur older sis truly loves u and has no
issues in her heart, she won't show black face or get jealous about
u spending the family money......in fact the opposite, she'll even
might want to help u herself too. Do u understand what I
mean?
Something went wrong. Figure out how to solve her jealousy. And
what caused it.
In the meantime, don't feel guilty. U didnt do anything wrong, did
u? Stand up tall and stop feeling bad.