This week I just "broke a girl's heart". I did not want to do
it, i gave her so many hints that i was not interested. I hoped to
avoid this moment but it was not avoidable.
We are colleagues for 5 years and work together, I know she like me
but i only treat her only as a fren and nothing more. I never once
implied that I was attracted or interested to her. She been
involved in BGR before and even has an admirer. I was very happy
when I know this guy was chasing her.
I'm already blur sotong about BGR. It began when I told her that
I'm thinking of getting another job, then she started to behave
strangely. Everytime she behaves likes this, I just walk off. I
really did not want her to say something that she will regret
because to me we are just frens.
During lunchtime we sat at the same table, she was very upset.
After seeing this i got very upset. I really,really did not want to
hurt her. I couldn't even finish my lunch.
Later we did not talk for a while. Going home time, we took the
same transport home, talk as though nothing has happened.
Why did she have to do it, she aready know what the answer will be.
She hurt me and she hurt herself. After this I don't how to be
myself around her anymore. Things are going to get weird when we
are working together.
