That part after the *** is meant to someone on a
personal note. She may tyco read it if she happened to check here.
And of course, she knows yunhaier and yunhaier knows her, thus the
'how' would appear when I get to see her, although my timing is
terribly squeezed. (See how long I get to reply my own topic since
it was posted by me?)
If memories is clock, pain would be the alarm. Every marking on the
clock represent something; at other time, it probably meant
nothing. But when the alarm is triggered, we know it's there for a
reason - to remind us about something significiant.
The path of self destruction is where the deluded is lured to walk.
We all have the power to transform this bitter energy into
something realistic and constructive. If losing unworthy love or
act of foolishness could trigger this delusion, WHATEVER good
things you have worked previously will equate to nothing. We all
make mistakes in life - inevitable; but is it an innocent mistake
or bad attitude?
If you wanna accept positivity and Love, equip yourself with some
long-term foresight. All short-sightedness in love/related usually
result in some sad drama or personal regrets. In simple:
If you know you GONNA regret something in the future now, don't do
it. 
Cheers
