Hush hush...
Suddenly I saw myself in you about one yr ago..
I truly empathised with you.
Life still goes on.. Really. I was closed up to myself for more
than half a yr before opening up again. It is not easy.. yet we
humans are not meant to be alone.
i dun noe about ur scenario exactly but in my case, I even saw my
ex laughing happily in school only a few weeks after we broke up.
In less than a week after we parted, she got herself another
partner.
Can I not be depressed? I gave up all my dreams and ambitions just
to be with her but in the end, the relationship still failed.
Can I blamed her or myself or anyone? No. Cos nobody wanted it to
end up this way.
Sometimes in life, we got to make very tough choices. Choices which
may not be sound or sane to anyone else but as long as you believe
so, its alright.
I closed up myself for more than half a yr to cultivate, to change
and to return to be the best of my pack again..
I succeeded. But it was at a cost. A cost where I was outcasted as
a aloof guy, an arrogant guy.. But do I think myself as so?
No.
And I succeeded.
Do you have a religion?? If so, perhaps its time for you to believe
in your God or whatsoever.
We humans are not meant to be directionless. We are not meant to
wallow in self pity. We are males, whether you regard yourself as
alpha or beta males is ur individual choice but I always think
myself as alpha type.
Be positive, be strong.
Do PM me if you need someone to talk to. 
