Thanks a million for all the sincere comments and advice, esp.
those who can understand my stand.
I still love my bf.. but i just worry about our future together. I
really don't mind paying more now, as long as i can see he is
working hard towards our future together.
However, sad to say, we've been together for like 4 semesters, and
all his exam results are terrible. The 3rd sem was slightly better
because i had to threaten to leave him should he fare badly
again.
However, this sem, the 4th sem, i can can predict horrible results
again. I was with him thru his last minute studyng and all... i saw
for myself also how he never did his tutorials consistently. Does
he need me to constantly threaten him so that he would study?? I'm
3 yrs his junior.... and have reminded him time and again he should
be the one nagging me.... haiz.. not the other way round.
Jus to give u all a picture of his results.... for the 1st 2 sems
we were together, he failed more than half of his modules.
I dunno why he refuses to study hard.... I even told him not to
work during the academic sem. We have to forego things like movies,
good food... but i dun mind. I jus want him to show me it would be
worth it if i stayed with him.
Anyway, his results will be out end of this month... i will wait to
see how he fares.... but frankly, i really can't bear to leave him.
yet, i do not wish to see myself regret wasting my youth on him
only when i am 30, when he is achieving lesser than me and
all.
To me, love is necessary. But other things are vital to a
relationship too. Hai.
