haha I do not reveal my age here.
I am currently in a relationship and I have discussed it with him
before regarding this and he said he will respect my decision when
it comes to my body.
Why I think this way? maybe because I was brought up in a
conservative family? And maybe because I do not feel like getting
into trouble by getting pregnant at the wrong age(Yea, I know there
is such thing called protection but only abstinence can guarantee
100% safety..I just do not feel like taking the risk). And I think
waiting to have it after marriage will make it all the more
special. I would like to think that it is something that is
worthwhile the wait. And if he truly loves me, he will wait. I do
not have anything against people who have sex before marriage, but
just know that it is my choice to have it afterwards and it is a
decision I will stick to. And I do not think it is impossible, it
will be a good test on will power as well.