There's this girl I like and we know each other in school few
years ago. However, we started chatting intensively recently this
year. Mostly through MSN and SMS. Sometimes in MSN, we chatted late
at night (maybe like 2-3). Seriously I dunno if she is interested
in me, I've read in other thread that chatting in MSn or SMS cant
really see through a person's feeling. From the way she reply, it
might even mean that she is just being polite. Yea i agree. So i
know you guys want me to ask her out and see how the way she acted
rite?
Now that's another problem... I can chat very well in either MSN
and SMS because there's time for me to think what to reply but if i
meet her, i would stammer and dunno wat to say. I've meet her
outside before (but just for a short period of time.) as she need
to borrow something from me. So when i pass her the things, i didnt
really do anything and didnt really look at her.. needless to say
chatting, I just pass her the things and she didnt really speak
too, just smile. It's really pai seh when both of us standing there
not talking at the bus stop. So, she break the slience by saying
she got to go... and i bid her goodbye too - -" Damn~ I know i
should not let her go just like tt and try to talk to her... but i
cant~!! When i saw her, i was totally speechless and there's
nothing i can do.. (you know.. 'nervous!')
Honestly, Im not a good speaker that are able to talk well and
entertaining. Although i was able to talk and joke ard wif my fren
only. When it come to the person i like, i will get nervous. But in
Msn and sms is different thing... (although im braver in msn and
sms, im still not brave enough to tell her that i like her.)
lastly, we dont really contact through phone as we are used to msn
and sms already.
Since both of us had not been a relatioship before, we dun really
have experience for it.
I know im such a failure but still... tell me what should i do?
