Hi bartenderx
Among my ranks for hardworking man, you are surely one of the top.
However I hope you doing mind me saying this, among my ranks for
stupidest man, you are also among the top.
From your message, I believe you already know what she is after and
yet you still fall for it. I wont be surprise in the end you not
only lost many things (money, time, feeling) but hurt yourself as
well. To my amusement, you seem enjoy living in this kind of
life.
Frankly if you will to further hurt yourself, I wont pity you and I
believe nobody will. You are old enough to think for yourself and
responsible for your own life. Dont blame her for being heartless
and such. You had given her the chance. Remember it also take two
to tango.
Regards