If you want someone who loves you, you jolly well love yourself
first! 
Another thing is, if you want true love, do this: ~ Stop visiting
prostitutes, stop watching porns, stop thinking about sex all the
damn time! Trust me, you r FuCkiNgLy addicted to SEX. If you
continue like this, you'll never get out of your lifestyle which
you hate so much.
I gave you my advices. Follow them, you'll improve. Ignore them,
you'll stay in your sorrows. The choice is yours.
S.H.I.N.