okie, i admit this is gonna be more or less like a rant thread.
but i got on one else to talk to who would not be wanting to tell
me more abt themselves then to hear me out, so here goes
nothing.....
today had been bad at work. my current project is ending and i
would be going for a short trip (hooray). but i was just told by my
boss's boss that i would be joining another project doing the same
crap that i have been doing. i was disappointed. last month i was
told by my boss i would be going to another team where i get to
learn a lot more and get to learn stuff that would help my career.
today, i was told i would be attached to a team where the stuff i
learn would not be useful to anybody and would literally make my
experience less valuable then my peers. I feel so trapped again. I
had hanged on to this current project in hope i would be posted to
a better one. Now all hopes are gone and i just want to quit. But
to quit would post another set of problems, mainly money. really
don't know wat i should do and i don't think i can accept another
one year of useless experience.
I know many people would say i am lucky i got a job in this
industry that others are dying to get into etc. but seriously,
without the proper exposure, i would be no better than a freshie
and still more expensive to hire. I really wonder if i should just
give it all up and start anew in other job, another industry if i
am not happy in wat i am doing.
i also got other issues like family and other stuff that have been
bugging me to bits. guess all these is really getting too much for
me to handle that's y i chose to rant here.
life sucks. thanks for listening. i'm gonna go back to my tequila
and hopefully die a painless death for this meaningless existance
is just a waste of my time.
