All I can say is: WAKE UP!!!
There are more things to achieve and accomplish in Life, rather
than just going into a relationship, which might not even last. At
your age, you should be studying! Oh yeah, not forgetting, having
fun with groups of friends to unwind.
Thinking about being in a BGR will have to depend how well can you
balance it with your studies. But judging from your posts, I doubt
you can do it. No offence meant here, but I really think you should
concentrate on your studies.
When you graduate from the University (ideally) in time to come,
you will have your career to worry for. BGRs can wait, IMO.
