hi aunt agony n every1 else here, i'm here seeking advice on wad
i shld in my situation, please read my story.
i'm turning 15 dis year, n the beginning of this story was last
year just slightly 1 week before school closed, when i began liking
a girl frm the neighbour class. it was hard to explain how much i
liked her...i'm sure it wasn't love at first sight, and i myself
until todae can't realli find the explaination to it. it was the
first time i liked someone else..well, u can sae tt it is quite
"late" time to fall in love since pple already starting in primary
school.
i knew a friend in my class, well he was quite a good friend of
some close friends i have in my class. then once in the hall there
was this competition or like giveaway presents for pple when they
go out to answer a question, i did n gort this watch, it was
supposingly limited edition. not knowing wad to do with it, i asked
my friend, to pass it to her, since he knows many people from that
class as he goes in to flirt occasionally. well, it was rejected
and the next day, i realize that many people was trying to search
who was the person who gave the watch. soon it was revealed.
then the situation progressed till the last day of school, it was
still unclear to the people of that class whether i realli like her
anot since the present given could be a joke. it was the last day n
i was feeling really nervous since after that it would be
theholidays and i don't get to see her anymore. so i went in
bravely into the class and confessed to her. of course, since it
was after exams there were no teachers...i didn't really get
rejected, just an awfully long string of silence. it was painful,
trust mi, n so i left, feeling anxious and relived at the same
time. the worlds ultimate oxymoron.
during the holidays, i chatted up with her friends over MSN n found
out that she had blocked mi when i tried to add her. my dream was
like shattered at that moment but i din wanted to give up. so i
continued chatting with her friends, knowing more about her..and
everything just went normally till this year's valentine's
day.
i realized she liked the manga "inu yasha", so i bought a VCD set
for her from comics connection. it was considered like quite pricey
for a valentine day's gift and all her friends told mi that she
would reject it. i gave it to her, which was rejected and her fren
beside her took it for her. currently it's with another of her
friend, who is only lending it and will return to her after she has
watched it.
the only problem i have here is i don't want to give up. her friend
says that she's scared of me since when i confessed she was only at
the end of her sec 1 year, which probably freaked her out, she says
she doesnt' like me. well, i don't expect her to like me back in
anyway but is there anyway i can be friends with her AT LEAST? even
after her friends and even my friends convinced her she stil
doesn't want to unblock me? does she need time to sort things out?
or why is she avoiding me? it feels very painful to thing of this
statemate situation.
thanks for reading my problem, constructive comments will be
appreciated.
