seriously, back at a similar crossroad as before,,,before i
started poly...
then i asked, poly ? JC ? course? and i made a mistake and suffered
for 3 whole years.
Problem 1. now i ask, what do i want to do in uni ? seriously, i
cant really choose. somehow there's this inherent fear that once i
plunge into it, i may regret the job because i may not have seen,
heard and know a certain job.
for example, a teacher, and i only know abt the joys of it. but i
may not know the backstabbing and others that comes with the job.
not saying that i am oblivious of backstabbing in any job but it's
1 example i am trying to put across.
i do have a list of waht i want to do but.prob is choosing which 1
of the list.
apparently some courses are only available overseas
Problem 2. i am clearly aware of what my dad wants and insists on
me taking when i apply for uni. however the list of possible jobs i
am looking are totally different from what he insists. i know ppl
say " it's yr life...dont care abt him" but...
Problem 3. probably the most clear and present 1. and also 1 that
is the most difficult 1.
i mean, being honest, my results are quite terrible for the last 5
sems. and i think the ntu biotech staff made it clear, it's a 'no
go' for me.
she didnt say must have "this grades that grades" nor did i tell
her mine...
but she said an impt keyword " abv average" and that settles
it...
seriously i am quite confused. pressure's mounting in sch and i
have some health issues to deal with...