I can't say i know you.. but we're always ready to help a lost
soul.
Well, when it comes to relationships, there are certain ways of
doing it. Your way may not be the one the girl is expecting, or
maybe she doesn't need you in her life now.
I don't think undying love should be sent in smses, it really does
show a lack of sincerity and courage. Perhaps next time you should
do it in person, and only after you know she's ready for a
relationship, and she likes you a lot, more than friends.
You can send her flowers, but just send her 1, telling her you want
to be friends for now?
As for what you're facing... i'm sure alot of us are also lost. The
only one who can find the path is but you yourself. Search out your
heart, remember all the ambitions you once had and wanted, and then
go for it. Seek your dream~
Only by living for a dream, and an ambition, can our life be truly
fulfilling. Otherwise life can get rather meaningless..