how long haf the checking been? long long ago start liao
lor....been tryin to explain to her, i need my space too...can't
expect me to be only facing her for the rest of my life rite? we
are not even married...even if i haf the intentions now, i'm afraid
i might regret it....i'm 24 and she's 22....i noe she loves me a
lot, but that doesn't mean i can haf a life on my own....am i
rite?
We do see each other 2 a mth on the average....so it's not tat
bad...been like this for several years liao....
but i can't imagine if she completes her studies and stays here to
work...den how?
i might as well throw my hp away....having a pager also no use,
think she will prolly look at the numbers and ask me, "who's this
har?" , "who's that har?" When i don't feel like telling...she will
start tinkin of all sort of thoughts...sian, when it
happens....
Sometimes i ask myself, why am i in this relationship for?
Am i gaining anything from this r/s???
i always feel in a r/s, you are trying to learn from each other
good points, so that both parties can compliment each other...but
with her....i feel i can't learn anything from her....i always haf
to pick up her stuff after her....get her to hang her stuffs up etc
etc.....(btw when she comes to SG, she stays at my place) Sick and
tired of all these craps....Whenever i tok to her abt all this
habits of her....she said " i noe you will do for me one mah!"
WTH!! wat does she takes me for? MAria???
i'm so tired....
p/s for the slapping part...it's just an example....
