Meh. last week my "mother" and i were supposed to go on holiday.
But i dreaded going with her coz we would argue. Over here in sg,
we always argue in the car most of the time over some pathetic
trivial request she makes of me which i have absolutely no interest
in. And she would shout and get LOUDER, and eventually when she
stops i would get out of the car to escape it all, getting nearly
run over.
Once she kept going on and on while driving, meh.. women can
multi-task, that i got so pissed off i kicked the wind screen in to
get her to shut up. It shattered and that got her only more furious
lol. THat was one time i nearly lost my life getting out of the car
and running away from her. Nowadays, my dad nor me go with her in
the car, not even for short lifts. I only went last week to get my
passport with hers on the same day, and we argued over the prices
of computers in beijing.. or something ffs.
On the night of our departure, i was supposed to go with her.
Trouble is the night before the departure, she and i had some
fucked up arguement. I was packing my suitcase, and she was packing
food ffs lol, god knows why, and she couldn't squeeze all of it in,
and she was trying to get me to pack "her stuff".
I was like, calmly, "no, this is my suitcase, i want to pack only
my things in there.." then she gives this asian uncomfortable
silence thingy,, and i go back to my room to pack, then i hear this
asian SHRIEKING voice "No point in going! Blah blah blah."
I come out of the room, and tell her "LOok, we haven't even left
and already we are argueing, maybe i should not go if you are going
to behave like this..i mean... ok fine, how about i give you my
suitcase, and i pack my things in my own sports bags, oK?
Happy?"
Then she's like "FOrget it! Don't go, don't go!!" So i say fine,
its ok with me, i stop packing. Then throughout the night she smses
me to pack my things and all, i say no, coz i don't want to get
into fucking arguements, a holiday is a thing where you go with
people you LIKE, otherwise its a HELLIDAY, am i right? SO in the
morning she went alone, coz she apparently could not promise what i
requested "normal civilised non shouting behaviour, no argueming
and very little communication with me if i go".
Then throughout the week, she tells me i should go coz i am missing
an experiene and stuff, she also promised to be nice and not talk
to me unneccessarily as i requests, basically the promise i asked
her for the night of her departure. So i am lik WTF!?!? Why NOW?
ffs, i have plans, go out with people and all? And now this shit?
Jesus christ.
But then i start thinking, i guess the things i can do here with
whatever few friends i have, my productions and stuff, can be done
when i return from this trip. Whereas i may not have another chance
to see beijing again, especially when i go into the army. SO i
decided to go, got my ticket re-valued and leaving soon.
Do i sound weird?
