being only fifteen and a member of a cca, im subject to much
people politics within the small community, e.g. this guy getting
pissed at that guy, this guy getting hacked off over another
reason, this long grudge between 2 ppl, etc
now, i myself have not been spared, and i must say im really tired
of this.... seemingly endless cycle of politics.
once, i resolved to become a cold fish, to only turn up for cca for
training and not to really... put my soul into it and connect to
others, reasoning that by opening myself to others, i risk getting
hurt and even hurting others.
now, i think its not the best way out as... im depriving myself out
of a lot of... enjoyable experiences with the rest of the guys. but
i really don't want to be involved in those petty quarrells and so
on.
now, what can i do?
