Ok.. this girl who is going away and im neber gonna see again.
For the 1st few months of knowing her i had a crush on her, that's
infetuation. For the last 2 years of knowing her, i admire her, but
at the same time i have infetuation although (less of a crush than
before). I admire her coz she has a kind soul, she actually listens
whenever u speak and she's got a good sense of humour and
appreciative of me making her laugh. I admire her coz she has many
friends from many walks of life and she is not discriminatory, i
also admire her coz she is so full of faith and content. So is that
sounding like admiration or blind infetuation?
While at the same time, i also think she's pretty, although she's
short and not entirely that sexy compared to super models and
stuff. But i don't care about that.
And i feel its only a little sad that she is leaving. But i am not
tearing myself up inside..
So errrr wtf does it mean and what's the difference? I think admire
and infetuation are opposites
