Your problem is that there is too many problems until you also
do not know what is your real problem.
If you do not know what is your real problem, how can you handle
it?
Better go and see the specialist as recommended.
Another way is you take stock of what is your actual problem. Is it
the money problem and why? Why no body care about you? Are you sure
or not? Where are your parents, siblings, relatives, friends?
By coming here, every body is talking to you. So tell us point by
point of your "problems". We all can put our heads together and
score you (sorry, should be council you), if you consider flamming
as part of counciling.