Its been sometime since I am posting here again.
Sometimes I feel lonely and think of having a companion or someone
to be with me to share the pain and the joy of my everyday
life.
But again, when I think of having of it I have some amount of fear
in me.
I do not want to be lonely but yet I am afraid of the friction
between 2 person when being together. Its like some sort of torture
in some ways.
Right now, I do not even know what do I really want? 
