Also during the last conversion, she mentioned about knowing a
new guy who is like me but is able to provide her without any
hesitation. But why tell me this? if really that good then she
should have forgotten about me. Now i am really stuck. I want to
take the bullet and move on, but her call had turn my emotion
upside down.
because you still hold an important position in her heart, and
she's debating on who to choose between the two of you. that's why
she told you about the guy.
the more important thing is that she's trying to test how great
your feelings still are for her. if you failed her expectations,
then she would turn to the other guy willingly. i dunno how you
answered her, so i can't really tell you the answer.
Just an update; she called again, very late about 2am, i could
hear tat she is crying but she refused to say why. i say the least
she could do is tat leave behind a contact no. but she say i will stalked her. Damn, i told
her tat, am i tat sort of guy? nothing better to do, boliao stuff.
anyway i just told her i worry for her and i felt i owe her this
little bit of decency. Ended like tat, say she is tired..... sigh
she is really a strange person; anyone can throw some light on wat
she is really thinking?
i think the other guy did something nasty to her (emotionally?
physically?)
at that moment, she probably felt so alone...so lost. she didn't
know who else to look for, so she called you up. she knows that you
will still be concerned for her. the reason she called you
is just to make sure that you're still there for her, not
really to talk to you.
but after what the other guy did to her (or some other reasons),
she's now being shrouded in insecurity, which is why she said that
to you. my guess is that she's very depressed and can't take any
more damage from anyone, hence she's building up a wall to protect
herself from everyone else.
she'll most probably call you again. when that happens, just try to
assure her that you'll be there for her....that should be the
greatest encouragement for her. slowly help her to get back on her
feet, that's the thing you should do now. or should i say, the
least thing you could do as a friend.
as to whether you wanna get back into the r/s with her, you make
the decision, buddy! it's your love life, not mine 
