Look ppl,i have been gettings PMs by others asking me to forgive
him.......
i do not wish to hate him nor curse him
my feelings for him wasnt instant,the thought of having a r/s was
also the last thing on my mind,but he convinced me abt us having
future together n such,talked abt shIt like possible marriage,abt
meeting each other soon,flying over to c me n such....believe me,i
backed off a few times coz i find this "r/s" rediculous
plz lar,i normally have no time for all that,i m young,just 19,
cant understand y he maked it sound like we r destined to be
together,then i was like....i told him not to dream coz i probably
wont last long,but he told me he has a lifetime to get to know me n
to .....*gasp* love me??? i told him i like him,sure,like how i
like other guys too
Then at the same time,theres a thread he posted out abt a girl he
likes for a bloody long time...if only he tells me thats him n not
his "bestfren" ,i would have bless him n wish him all the
best
love is a game but its not something i would toy abt...love is abt
giving all one's got,everything- mind,body n soul
i can understand that he was being silly,totally immature
the truth is i never hated him,i dun hate ppl,but when i do,i can
do damage
and when i say i can do damage,i mean mentally n physically,....if
i hate him,how can he even handle it??? i hope he learns that he is
being real foolish
actually,i know he is afraid.....too bad lor,im not stupid,want to
play?i know how to hurt ppl too,and i can hurt him easily,but i
didnt,and guess wat,i tolerated few months lor......
it was also abt my pride here lar 
