when i failed my o lvls with a whooping 40++ pts, and f9 for
math, failing all the bloody trinity (math, english, sciences) and
my school st andrews refused me to retake with them, my teachers
all kept saying retaking is a waste of time, might as well go ite
(can't even take any decent courses in ite), my geo teacher even
made things difficult for us because she was extremely biased
towards us and i couldn't get her approval to retake o lvls and my
parents were all happy going n bochap (actually added me stress,
cannot depend on them) and i had to find a school so i can defer my
ns to retake my exams plus the fact that mindef got a freaking
problem with my birthdate (20th of jan) and almost refused my
deferment and just because of that, i had to go down several times
in person, talked with the officer and all, finally finished? no, i
ended up studying a computer science course in a private school
PLUS my freaking o lvls, without any tutors, friends or teachers to
teach me anything at all, all i got are some assessment books and
10 yr series, and whatever bits of info i can remember from my lil
time in class. its like learning seven years of work into less than
one year, tell me how would i feel.
bt i made it through anyways, without anyone's help. and screw SAS!
it screwed me up in the worst point of my life. even though this is
my personal emotional discriminatory comment - at least its an
honest one. SAS SUX! i aint no saint for sure, or i would be bloody
insane.
