in summary, i am questioning my relationship w my wife.
ive known her almost my whole life, and i love her, and though
there were times i was not sure of myself, i have always come back
to her end of the day... that is, until recently.
i met this woman while she was on a 1 week tour to s'pore for work.
though we've known each other since her 1st day here, nothing
happened betw us. however, on the 3rd last day, sparks flew out of
nowhere (kinda like the movies) and the last 3 days before she left
we spent as much time as we could. it wasnt sexual at all, but
rather it was some strange and magnetic attraction that is
unexplainable. yet it was truly amazing.
before anyone starts pointing fingers, no, there wasnt sex
involved, except 1 kiss. but to me (and her probably) it was like a
kiss that dreams are built on, which was way more than
enough...
anyway shes gone, and my lifes back to *normal*... still do think
of her all the friggin time. was tt love? cos that wasnt a crush,
not built on the love-at-first-sight basis, cosmic is the closest
word i can describe... weird cos i dint expect to experience this
at the ripe old age of 28.
so where does my wife come in? nowhere really. i still do love her,
and she is a great girl, and i cant think of anyone who is more
suitable, but somehow the feeling's different.
i really hope theres someone out there who has been in situations
like this to shed some light. could really grab some advice. can a
person love more than 1 person, for different reasons?
