i cant stand that freak anymore. he keeps calling me everynow
and then picking on me, picking on this and that. every little
thing he calls me up and claims he's not scolding but making a
statement only. fark u, u are right. he just called up and made
such a big fuss over small things. i told him my grp wasnt coming
down today because most of us couldnt make it today, so tmr then we
come down. then he sets off rambling abt planning etc. i mean he's
wanting a calculation of the number of cells we need for some tests
and the cells are to be grown. but the farking problem which he
doesnt see is that, we barely started growing them. what's the
point of giving him a bloody calculation if i dont have any cells
to start with, and this is exactly what he says "nato" i can give u
all kinds of calculations he wants, no prob. cells leh?
zilch!
he loves to pick on me on all kinds of things, he expects me to
come down everyday to check on the cells. hello? i come down
everyday also no use, the cells dont grow faster that way.
once i had a test and another time a lesson. on BOTH occasions, he
repeatedly called me and when i didnt answer, flooded my mailbox
with rubbish. i mean, waht the fark is yr problem? if u cant get
thru, i am having lessons now damn it!
i mean, is he dumb or is he dumb ? this is not the only module i
have ok? i am not like spending the entire sem on this proj only ?
and i want to rush also cannot rush, no point.
once i was the only 1 free as my grp members were having a test, i
stayed back after my prac ended early to visually check on my cells
and i had to rush back to NUS to do more follow up work and my
supervisor INSISTED i do the follow up work for my proj at SP
first, and he is unhappy that i have to leave to tmr to do. i was
left with no choice but to stay in SP first and true enuf, a NUS
student i am also working with, screwed up. can i blame my
supervisor or the nus student ?
by the time i completed the work at sp, the guy screwed up at NUS,
and there goes 1 week of work. i just cant farking split myself
into 2!
and sometimes he pops in, demanding this demanding that, cant u
farking see i am busy now ? i mean he's insisting i do something
not so impt over something bloody critical.
and he still has the cheek to ask me, whether am i ok? fark u i am
ok. and it;s not as if my grp members are distinction students.
they dont bother to find out things that they dont know and rely on
me since i have experience in running the types of experiments we
have to do. i wasnt too sure so i told grp partners to find out
since they dunno anything abt it. they tell me to go find out
myself because i do before, so anything lecturer say, i will
understand and for them, the y wont understand.
my partners even need to be pushed, negotiated and shouted at to
even move their candy arse an inch.
he says he did the cleaning of a tiny incubator. ok fine, thank
you. but he makes a mountain out of a molehill. hello? i do that
all the time? i also do all sorts of cleaning.
worse still, i have bloody messy family relations, diff modules
this sem to top it off.
i really feel like disappearing for a while to let them all die.
once another supervisor which i seldom come into contact with, asks
me who is the leader of the proj grp, i just smiled at him. we all
know the answer.
