Friends are few but gd...
It is really hard to find true friends...
I have kinda of been thru wat u have been thru...
Tat time i was in sec 1... I was quite close wif this 2 gals, jas
and cin...
There were 3 of us, n thus, of coz 2 of them will be super close, n
1 will be out... I m the one left out...
When i m wif jas, we 2 quite close, if cin is not around... But if
cin is around, i m always alone lor...
They ways share somethin tat i don understand... They talk, their
actions... I am always huh? Wat u all mean?
Lik we sit in the bus, they sit tog, i sit alone... coz is those 2
seaters de... So kinda of akward... They sometimes will hold hands,
or cling to each other... so u feel lik very carrefare de...
Sooner or later, i got over it lor... I m upset so... But there is
nothin tat u can do to change it mah... I mean, the actual re i
feel tat they can become closer is coz... Hmm... they both live in
the same blk, so more chance to communicate wif each other,
etc...
Thus they closer lor... Me, tat time, we all stayed far from each
other, yet also can lik tis...
Sometimes... the decisions lies in u... To as whether u want to
remain lik tat, or u would lik to mix around n know more friends,
join other cliques... Coz 3 is always a company rite... I mean,
tat... at least if there is even no, no one would be left out... if
is odd no, surely got 1 will be left out de...
I mak the mistake of not mixin around so much in my sec school...
Coz my class all ah lian ah lian de... N only got 4 chinese.... I
can't click wif them... Coz i very hmm... LIk studious kinda, so we
on diff frequency...
As a re, i didn mix around much, coz we jus cannot get along wif
each other... kinda of loner...haha... End up missin alot lor...
Now i in poly... I decided to mix around more... Don want to be so
mountain tortise leh... Really learn alot from my friends tat i
mixed wif... Clubbin, all the stuff i tot i will nev do, i end up
doin...
So... Watever u choose to do... The decision lies in urs.... I feel
tat since they don really regard u so much... I feel tat in a
friendship, u got to give, n take... No pt, one gives but nev
take... Mayb u will be happier wif others? MIx around more, n u
will find tat there are also alot people who can be ur gd
friends!
Sometimes is all fated de lah... Me i met one gd friend, in sec 3
only... She diff class de...Jus tat we know each other coz we in
same cca grp... Jus once, we chat abit, n hey , we end up becomin
each other gd pals!
Don be in a rush to find gd friends, etc... Is hard to find, but
when there is one, cherish it.... Sometimes, things r very funny
de... eg, u can relate tis matter to A, but u cannot relate another
things to A, yet u can relate tis things to B, etc...
Jus relaz! concentrate on ur O levels! They r very impt as they
will determine ur future! Don let it affect u so much... Be it u go
poly or jc... i M sure u will find a very gd grp of
friends...
tAk care, n gd luck for ur Os!
