Just found out something last friday when we meet up again. We
talked bout issues that were lingering on our mind. All I can say
is that, I did not take enough initiative back then and she figured
tat too.
After awhile I finally pluck up the courage and asked "so did u hav
interest in me back then"
She replied "yes" But I asked again "back then or now" and a soft
reply "recently after we meet up"... gosh... well. probably the
reason is that after a few meet ups, both our R/S each has bit of
problems here n there, though not happen at the same time. We
confide to each other bout our sorrows and all...
After tat day, we chat on the net and she asked again
"but did u consider tt if we did get together in the past..we might
turn out well..we might not turn out well"
but well, now..status quo..i dun wish to jeopardise yr
relationship..status quo means remain unchanged ..
I replied same goes for me too as it'll affect 2 more other people
too.
Partly why we ponder bout this is because not getting together in
the past issue n due to the stuff happening now
Well, shes' happy with the relationship tt we are sharing
now.. frens but more than tt.
I reply yes as tat wuld mean less a lover, but 1 more friend
=)
and she reply " lets leave things to destiny then.. "
Is it that somehow in subconciously, both of us might have tat bit
of thinking to try to give each other a chance and have a go at
it?
This is wat I feel.....
