Yah,it may be my own side story,but i've never flirt around with
girls,i've never beat her,she has family problems,i gave her money
to eat. During the break up, she told me I'm the one and only she
love most . I ask if she's coming back to me in future,she said
yes. I was really lost that time, she keep doing mistakes which
make me angry ,i scold her means i care for her. I'm not
Big-man-minded,I somehow allow her to go out with her friends,have
her freedoms, but not disco with ppl i dunno. To her, she only
cannot tahan my scoldings. I've do so much,i forgave her pass...she
can't forgive my temper. Ppl say she can't change the
out-going,playful, naive character. Once, she went ktv pub with her
friends,after she sang,there's a guy came forward to her asking for
her contact telling her that he also like to sing maybe next time
jio her to sing. That guy is one of my friend's younger bro,all
gangsters. Of cos i worried...i ask her why she so naive? she said
he just want to jio her go ktv only...what if that guy drugged
her..then..????
Who knows? Not i wanna be hot-temper,it's her that keep increasing
my stress.. I can see that she really loves me before,but this time
totally change to another person? I'm really puzzled. Just because
of the 5 yrs contact? Scare i cannot wait? But her way of breaking
up is too tragedy. I don't accept her to be singer cos i don't
wanna see her stress,ppl always say,"been a singer/actor,You smile
on stage but cry behind." When i wanna accept,she told me she gave
up singing. Now say she wanna go back,cos her friends had sign the
contracts,her heart itchy. I wanna try accept,she added in "if
anything happen in future,don't blame each other." She had plan to
leave me already...how can she do that??
