haha i love this. My doc has asked me to relate this so many
times. Anywayz:
1st and only gf and me was nice and mushy etc, moved to SG while
she remained in Indonesia, years later met up again and got
together, only she changed, became kinda nazish, maybe she was
always like that but i didn't know, she hung out with nazish
friends, white supremist. Anywayz, they found out i was half
chinese, started falling out with me, i wasn't aware of this
ofcourse, they didn't openly tell me until i went to see her to
straighten things out.
So when i went there, she told me how impure i was etc etc, then
had our friends beat me up to make me "stay away". I never knew
about tis, i found out the hard way.
According to my shrink doc, this failed rs has led to me developing
some kind of inferiority complex and introversion. Now i more
uneasy about interracial relationships. so now i want someone who
will accept me as a friend and possibly more than a friend, but its
very hard to find such people. Apparently i am now oversensitive
about my ethnicity and all because of that rs.
