Yah, i agree... Its very hard to judge who is wrong, who is
right. Sometime when he/she is doing something wrong, in some
angle, it is right. So its really confusing if u want to argue
this. I feel that I am neither wrong nor right.
But I can be wrong because I'm quite an aggressive person sometime
though. Just because I want to show that I am right in some of my
ways. This is human rights, rite?
I will scold people sometime. I will argue. I will get "political"
somehow. I can ignore some of the people completely, just because i
dun wanna to start another fight with whom I just fought
recently.
I do this because I want to show that i'm not easy to bully, and to
fight for my rights. Maybe the wrong I had done here, is that I
fought at the wrong time. That's why many people started to boycott
me with just flows of rumours by a group of devils. Or may be I had
overdone them.
I feel that I am right in when I fight for my other friends too. I
fight for the group. Fight for their rights and their share. I take
some responsibilities to protect my group when on an outing, even
though I'm not in commitee. I feel that everybody should have the
resposibility to help each other, not just looking at them doing
their stuff. Helping and caring is very essential in a group. So
why don't I just move forward first? Just because of this, I was
disliked by some other people too.
But, they just don't appreciate. They talk to the other round, say
that I like to be apple polisher.. and so on, anything bad instead
of good. They started to boycott me. Only a few of my friends talk
and play with me. I'm feeling very lonely & depressed for some
time.
Now, if i interact more other friends from other groups, It may
improve and i hope so. haiz~
