i know i was very wrong i'm a jerk,i have hurt you too deep n
make ur heart die,deeper than i have thought.Maybe i should regard
you as a friend mayb frm there i start wooin u again,i know that is
impossible between us to been togeter i still think of u when the
nite occur, whenever i think the way i treat u , now i'm regret n
it was too late,u just walk away with a harden heart rememeber the
first time we mit now i jus can hope u will live more happy than
i'm now ,the hurt n the pain let me carry for the rest of my
life.
i have drop three drop of tears while i was writin this letter 1st
is for the 5 yrs we have been through 2nd is for u n 3rd is for the
hurt i given to u ,evn now i say hundred,thousand,million n billion
time of sorry cant made up ur hurt n pain i know now u very happy
with your life i will let go even i still carry a tourch of u,i
will take up all the hurt n pain i given to u in the past i feel
remorseful,durin these 5 years we share sad n laughter,in my heart
i know u treat me how i know i have see it n copy in my heart,b4 u
do anythings u will alway think of me n even give up everything
just for me,i very grateful for your love n everythings.i told all
my friend u were so good to me n it my good luck to hav u by my
side.I went to all the places where we go before to find u but i
cant find u there, i promise u when we got a chance to go out i
will treat u like friend n i will wait for u even a yrs or longer,i
can arrsure my love for u is unmove,true n deep, i hope u wil
rememeber me.if the time can turn back,i will use my heart to
understand what u wan n u expect me to be.i could not bring myself
to accept others it not i cant find cos i still carry a touch of u
unless the gal is u,the time wil not wash away my feelin for u,now
i jus can do is look at the sky thinkin of u hope u will miss the
time when we both happy the sky has become our brigde,whenever u
look at it u will c how much i miss u n care n a person is waitin
for a person who he love the most in his heart.
since the time we have break till now i stil upset when i was
sleepin thinkin how much i hurt u n u left me it hurt me ,the
pillow case u slept i never wash cos i dont wan to lose the smell
of your hair i miss the times we buy things come up my house cook u
jus look like my wife but these al these in the past.Let the fate
decide can we be together once again i will stil care for u but frm
the other end of the world if let go is the best choice no matter
how hard i will do it ,you must have take up so much courage to
make this choice,if u feel happy in this way of livin,it my
comfort,please allow me to say for one last time "EVELYN I LOVE
YOU" jus like the 'AI HEN JIAN DAN'we started at this song n never
i excepted we end at this song.the smile of yours is the most i
miss of,rememeber the frist time i give u rose n necklance although
is not expensive but it a token of my heart frm there i try to
change to treat u more gd i can felt u were very happy we got so
many frist time durin our 5 yrs this my last letter evelyn i reali
change, i will be goin 2 a far plc where u cant hear or c me again
if we got a chance to c each other on the street u jus can ingore
me let us jus b friend but a stranger friend even my heart is so
unwillin i have to do it or esle u wont feel happy as i say i wan
to give u happyniess thanks for everthing, i cried i try to hold my
tear back but i could'nt while i typin this letter every word of it
mean a thing to those who read scold me if u wan it my fault i
writin this letter not to patch but bless u happyniess u long for i
wish the fate will let us b togeter again
She didn't chose that route to walk out on this relationship - its
me who made her walk that path.
junk :
lower his head usin his hand to touch his heart n say i 'm sorry n
walk away with a face of remoseful n his heart full of regret( the
regret he promise 2 evelyn in the past he unable 2 fulfill )
FPRIVATE "TYPE=PICT;ALT=Sad" when a person is reali hav change n
yet he cant get wat he deserve . waitin is a road where u hope 2 c
her/him halfway when u alone walkin n tis a road is endless
i'm now strong enough 2 wait 4 u evelyn i waitin 4 your
return
Love from one side hurts, but love from two sides heals
