My holiday blues:
Instead of getting with her (Keira), we didnt really speak that
often, when we did speak it was like old times but it turned into
an effort to speak to her, as it was always me who had to start the
conversation. She pretty much avoided me, which was very
annoying.
One night she said, she could drink more than me, so we had bet who
could drink the most. In the end it wasn't so much a bet but a
challenge, which I won.
Anyway, I drank a bottle of vodka, although I was drunk I wasn't
too bad for it, like I wasn't falling all over the place, or being
sick everywhere, and even I had a conversation about the War on
Iraq for some unknown reason.
Anyway, why Im telling you all this is, I for some unknown reason
was saying the girl whom I like was fool of herself, and one of my
most non-sensical statements ever: 'you can tell she's full of
herself by the way she walks'.
Well, anyway, she decided not to go out that night (she was unaware
of what I said at this point), I was saying all this stuff to my
friend and her best friend (Sophie), as a result Sophie went back
to see Keira, which resulted in them having a massive fight about
me, ending in them both saying they would never talk to each other
again. However, thankfully, they made up the next day.
I didnt remember saying these things, and everything was rather
awkward between Keira and Sophie for the rest of the next day. When
I did find out, I wanted to speak to Keira alone, and while I was
waiting for the right moment in my eyes, Keira pulled me aside,
and we had an argument about what I had said about her, as she was
very hurt about what I had said, which is very understandable.
After the one of the worlds apologies we all went out as it was
there last night.
My best friend and Sophie hatched a plan to get Keira and myself
talking like we used to do. Anyway, their plan proved successful. I
apologised properly this time, we shook hands as a symbol of
friendship being reinstated and she hugged me, I think she was just
glad that we were friends again.
After that we had a good open conversation, discussing things, one
being why she ignored me, she stated that she was ignoring me and
that she had tried to speak more, however, her opportunities were
limited and that we were unable have the alone time that we had
together in the past. I take her word for it, and I can understand
and agree with some of the things she was saying but also I still
feel there is an underlying reason for her lack of speaking.
She is coming over to Scotland next week to see her sister, and is
staying for a night at my house for a night, to see my friends that
she knows and me.
I still think things are still awkward between her and me even
though we have made up, but Im looking forward to seeing her and
Ill just wait and see what happens.
Thanks for reading, and any comments would be much
appreciated.
Best wishes,
Danny
