I love this girl and I noe her thru working together but I never
had the chance to talk and interact much with her before that. Then
one day i pluck up my courage and ask her out during the school
vacations and she agreed. I was damn happy. All the time I spent
with her was really awesome and keeps me yearning for more and
more. I've asked her out for 7 times, and i will be meeting her
tomorrow for the 8th time. I need to do something about it, I just
wanna tell her I love her and wanna be more than friends. I don't
wanna waste so much time and pain. She's like avoiding me a little
after the 7th date as she knows what my intensions are. I believe
that she feels for me a little but something is really stopping
her. I aint sure what they are. Perhaps she fears of something?
Studies or whatsoever? I have no idea and I wanna know so badly...
I sms her sweet messages telling her how much i miss her and she
gave me neutral responses which keeps me figuring out whether she
likes me. You know something, I've a hard time asking her out again
after the 7th date, and finally I will get to see her again
tomorrow. Before that, she rejected me a couple of times I guess
claiming she's really busy and stuffs. All i want to do is to let
her know how i feel. I'll be lying if i say i m not afraid of
rejection but i gotta take a risk. I don't know what she's really
thinking and I believe she doesnt have any relationships before.
I'm damn confused and I really really love her. Wad should I really
do tomorrow? It's like a make or break day. And after tomorrow I
think its harder to ask her out again as the tests are round the
corner... 
