a relative of mine just borrowed a few hundred bucks from me...i
mean, that would set my budget back by months at least. when he
approached me i was reluctant to agree because it's not a small
sum. but i still gave it to him because i mean, we are family, if
he wasnt in a a great need, he wouldnt ask frm me.
right now, i am feeling heart ache because i large sum of money was
loaned to him and he hasnt returned the money previously loaned to
him.
then at the same time, i feel abit sad for him too.
haiz...sian man..why do all the brats i know get all the stuff they
need while i have to draw up a farking budget plan on a monthly
allowance of 180 and i have to badger for a temp increase to cover
the increased in expenses while having an itp w/o pay. then those
rich brats get hundreds of dollars in pocket money while their
parents pay for everything they want. buy cars..buy this buy that.
so many young drivers out there under 25 owning BMWs,ferraris and a
host of other exotic cars...can those punks earn tat much in 3
years to afford it all ?
sometimes i wonder why am i so bloody poor. u know my budget is so
bloody detailed i note down every cent i spent on everyday and i
calculate the shortfall. and if i realised i accidentally wrote
down the price, i go back and update it.
