Hmmm, i really scared of being love... I dunno why?? Now there
is a gal tat shower me with gifts. When i go out with her, i saw
something nice n feel like buying( I never hint her to buy for me,
i'm not a 'small white face' tat live off women), she will buy for
me in a few days. I really appreciate her loving n caring but i'm
scared. This is not the first time i experience this, there r other
with the same cases. i really scared to commit into relationship
after my first failed relationship... Its being 4 years since my
last relationship... Bcoz i feel tat loving someone is painful n i
really freak out when a gal express her love to me, i scared to be
hurt so deeply again. Now my mom keep urging me to find a
galfriend... I feel stress.
Sorry to use your topic to say so much abt my own story...
