This is a story about me & 2 girls, T & B. We all
started off as friends. T was a very sweet & caring girl with
average looks. We both clicked very well & became very good
pals. B is a very pretty & sweet looking girl. But too bad, her
character doesn't really match well with her good looks. She's the,
sorta childish & short tempered girl. But I still regard her as
a friend. We 3, we're all friends.
Not long after I got to know B, I began to have a little crush on
her. And since I & T were such good pals, I told her about it.
She wasn't a bit surprised, since B has lots of suitors all along.
However, it was during this period that T & B started to drift
apart. B's character was stating to irritate not only T, but most
of the friends around her. Soon, they dun talk to each other as
often as before. Not to the extend of being enemies... they still
smile & greet each other once in a while.
To me, I dun really like B's character as well. I dun think she's
suitable for me. In fact, sometimes she irritates me too! That's
why I've never taken any actions to woo her. She doesn't have
feelings for me also. But she does look for me when she faces
problems. And as a friend, I'll always try to listen to her &
talk to her. I dun have any intentions at all. I'd listen to anyone
of my friends who's willing to share his/her problems. Soon, the
little feeling I had for her fades away.
Meanwhile, me & T have always been very happy together, as
friends. No problems whatsoever. Though we are friends, we actually
cared quite a bit for each other. After I lost the feeling I had
for B, I begin to fall for T! It was almost 2 years before I
develope any special feeings for her. Again, though I liked her,
she is not to be touched. She's already attached & I have no
intentions of breaking them up. However, I continue to shower her
with my care & concern while ensuring I dun reveal too much
about how I feel to her. I dun know if T knows or not & I dun
know how she felt about me.
I'm gonna leave soon. I'm gonna leave B & T and I may not be
seeing them in a long long time. Maybe never again. Both of them
knows that I'll be leaving too. I'll really be missing T a lot. I
really felt sad having to leave her, but I have no choice. And
she's not mine anyway. So before I leave, I've decided treat T with
all the care I can give, but not telling her anything.
Recently, things starts to go wrong. B was having problems again.
She looked up for me & spend quite some time talking with me. I
didn't turned her down. I spoke with her & try to help her out.
I dunno if it's because of this, T started to give me the cold
treatment. She dun talk or joke with me anymore. I felt devastated!
I dun get it. I dun understand why she had to do this to me.
Why is T giving me the cold treatmet? Do you think talking with B
is the reason? I can't think of any other reason! She never treated
me this way before! I was only talking to B. EVEN if I had the
intention to woo B, is that the reason to treat me this way?!
What do I do now? Anyone can give advice? 